Voiceless Screaming
Thursday, December 25, 2003
PLUGGING DESU
hello ^_^
i've updated my personal website... visit nyo naman and sign kayo sa guestbook...
Mika-chan's Realm
thanks XD
Monday, December 22, 2003
GYAH >.<
this blog is a mess...
back to zero ako sa pag-aayos nito... nawala yung mga links and comments section... huhuhu...
anyhow... visit nyo na lang muna 'tong live journal ko... http://www.livejournal.com/users/h_matsumoto
Monday, December 08, 2003
Me want Sakito's hairstyle... *___*
[Sakito is the guitarist of Nightmare... another kakkoi jrock band]
TORMENTED:
I'm Dieing! its been 4 days already... hindi pa rin gumagaling yung singaw ko sa gums... naka-ilang tawas na ang nilagay ko... pwede na ata ako mag timpla ng isang pitchel ng tawas juice. L*CHE! sobrang sakit nya pramis! i cant eat. i cant speak clearly [feeling ko may laway na tumatalsik]... daig ko pa ata ang nag pa-piercing sa labi... T____T
WORKING ENVIRONMENT:
Badtrip yung ka-officemate ko! kung mag-utos kala mo assistant nya ako! F*ckerSh*t! puro lang naman laro ng ragnarok inaatupag nya! sarili nyang work load, d nya matapos on time! pweh!!! XP
C3 CON:
Hindi pa tapos costume ko... MYGOLLYGULAY O__O ambisyosa kse.. sino ba kse nagsabi na dalawa ang gawing costume... >.<
MY NEW CAREER:
Oist! hindi career as in nan-lalake hah... XD
Yes. may bago akong career bukod sa pagiging alila ng Level Up!, cosplayer, mananahi, feeling guitarist, and figure skater... kse po, there is this prominent figure sa anime community na nag offer sakin ng something... d ko muna sasabihin kse wala pa naman akong nagagawa... deadline ng work ko is on Dec 15 [monday]. Natuwa ako kase of all the people na mahilig sa jrock/jpop ako pa yung napili nya... ANG CHAKA! XD waheheheh.. yun lang po...
Thursday, December 04, 2003
>.<
IM TIRED!!!!
kakatapos ko lang gawin yung isang project dito sa office tapos biglang may mag-uutos nanaman... huhuhuhuhu nakakainis!!!! T______T
pag uwi ko naman sa bahay... aasikasuhin ko pa yung pesteng costumes ko... almost 1 week na lang, C3 Con na... T________T *sniff sniff*
Saturday, November 29, 2003
Parental Guidance Tour
Me and my jute.. err college friends went to the Parental Guidance Tour last night at Marikina River Banks...
The bands who performed are: late isabel, virus artist, fuseboxx, greyhoundz, sugar free, sandwich, razorback, slapshock, urban dub, valley of chrome, and chicosci.
the crowd was a-ok... the security was so tight... pero d pa rin maiiwasan makita maraming jologs... hahah well what do you expect slamman kse eh... ofcorz we didnt join the moshpit... [kadiri dun noh... naka-top less pa yung iba... yuck mga katas nila... ewww >.< LOLZ XD ARTE!!]
Asteg ng Valley of Chrome [bias ako!], Asteg ng Urban Dub, Lupet ng Chicosci [gwapo ni miggy!]
we didnt watch the 3 last bands... [virus artist (d namin sila kilala!), slapshock, and greyhoundz] sobrang antok na eh...
PARIS
-Chicosci-
could I be so affected
will I stay on your mind
why am I so infected
the way that we shine
Chorus:
speak now or forever into pieces
I took you so fast
the way we are is just a movie sequence
I took you so
I can't ever deny this
this gift you won't hide
this scene that were in together
the story of our lives
broken, lover
tears flow, endless rivers
one love,one heart
still we won't sever
could I be so affected
will I stay on your mind
why am I so infected
the way that we shine
twisting,turning
as we move further
my own prayer
we will both emerge
you and I step into the line
I'm so grace
that I have this.
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
hardcore!
i had my ears pierced again... all in all 4 pairs na sya... XD the weird thing is... i have no reason for doing it... nagpunta lang ako sa galleria para antayin yung friend ko [hi! robert ;p] and naisipan ko na mag pa-pierced agad... ^___^0 unlike before, i have reasons for everything [ex: dyeing my hair, 3rd pair of earings, etc..]
ngayon... wala... hindi naman ako depressed... O.O"
oh well... ^___^
Thursday, November 13, 2003
YATAH!!!! i designed a new layout for my lj...
it's so colorful and a dir en grey inspired...

buti pa ang lj nala-layout ko... unlike blogger, d ko sya kaya ma-layout >__>
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Monday, November 10, 2003
YOKAN
- Dir en grey
uwebe dake de ima mo kimi wo moteasonderu kimi wa nani mo kizukazu
minusu ni kouru ai
muguchina kimi ni muguchina ai de muguchina fukai kan wo
muguchina boku ni muguchina ai de muguchina kizuato
juuhachi nin me no kimi boku ni kizuite inai yasashisa ni urazuketa
kouri tsuita kono ai wo
shizukana kimi ni shizukana ai de shizukana kaikan koroshi
shizukana boku ni shizukana ai de shizukana....
kaerenai kaerezu ni muguchina ai
shizuka ni shizuka ni karameau futari
kokoro muguchi ni kokoro shizuka de kokoro ni hamukete
kokoro muguchi ni kokoro shizuka de kokoro moteasonde mite mo
itsu kara ka anata ni kizuite ita demo
anata no soba ni ireru dake de ii no
boku wa saigo ni kimi wo dakishimeta
kore ga saigo ni naru to mo shirazu ni
Friday, November 07, 2003
Yesterday was not my day...
Joiz, Ria and I went to millenia cafe to watch matilda, kiko machine, and lester canon... sobrang daming naka-pag pa badtrip skin... including my mom... [muntik daw ba akong palayasin sa bahay coz she wanted me to go home early?!! GOSH!!!]...
we also met this gurl na hindi namin feel... we think she's a poser! a trying hard ****-gurl! nuff said! >_>
buti na lang nakita ko mga college juters este friends ko at the venue [hi aisa and guia ;p] somehow napasaya rin nila ako ^__^...
nakita ko rin yung crush ko 3 years ago and he already had a girlfriend... infairness, bagay sila! =)
but all in all... i was a bitch that night *sigh* ~____~
ohwell... im hungry... maghahanap muna ako ng pagkain.... ^___^
Wednesday, November 05, 2003

i experienced sleep paralysis last night... GYAH!!! *runs in terror* X__X
Well, at first, i was dreaming of a certain guy named "michael" [pramis, d ko sya kilala and he looks like a boyband]. later on i heared another voice saying "d bale andyan naman si michael"... after ko marinig yung voice... a spirit started pushing me... ang lakas nya... tinutulak nya ako pababa ng bed... nagpanic ako, sobra!
i started praying and tried to wake myself up... after ilang seconds... nagising na ako...
AKALA KO KATAPUSAN KO NA!!!!!... FUCKSHET!!!! AYOKO PA MAMATAY, MAG-BABANDA PA AKO!!! XD
anywayz... today is my 1 year of being employed...
ang bilis ng panahon...
ayoko tumanda... >.<
Sunday, November 02, 2003

Shinya's Lips are sealed, and I bet yours are too.
Talk, the world is waiting to hear from you!
What Dir en Grey Anatomy Are You?
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You are Kyo.
Which Dir en grey Member Are You?
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GYAHAHAHA!!! RIA MAINGGIT KA... XD pero ayoko maging Kyo... gusto ko si DIE or KAORU >.<

Uh, have fun with your fling.
Which Dir en Grey member would be your ideal boyfriend?
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ANAK NG PUTAKTE!!!! WALA AKONG BOYFRIEND NI ISA SA KANILA????!!! O__O
ANG LUPET NAMAN NG QUIZILLA NA 'TO.... MADUGAS!!! MADUGAS!!! MADUGAS!!! NA SAYANG ORAS KO SA KAKASAGOT NG LECHENG MGA TANONG.... >.<
AHHHH!!!! HINDI AKO PAPAYAG.... SASAGUTAN KO ULIT!!!! GYAHAHAHAHA!!! XD
after 3 mins.... here's the result.... ^___^0

Kaoru is a definate keeper! Plus, he'd be a great
husband too!
Which Dir en Grey member would be your ideal boyfriend?
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pwede na.... kesa sa wala.... -.-0
Thursday, October 30, 2003
hay hay... yung bass guitar ni Gem, hiniram ni Deo... na hiniram naman ni Nina... at ngayon umalis si Nina to have a vacation in Australia... sa akin pina-ampon ung bass... kawawa naman.. no permanent address...
and now... im practicing how to play it... nyan nyah!!! nakaka-aliw pala maging bahista... kaso nga lang sumasakit ulo ko sa tunog nya... mas masarap pa rin sa tenga ung lead guitar.. XD
Sunday, October 26, 2003
F*ckershet! i need an "eye mo".. nanunuyo mata ko dito sa office!!! ang lamig kse! >.<"
BAGUIO TRIP!
Wahehehee!!! it's been planned! pupunta na ako sa baguio with Terry, Criselda, or Ria(?) probably on Nov 15-17... ukay ukay, pictorial, and igorots here we come!!!! =^_____^= The bad news is, may OAV Anniv Party kme sa Nov 15 at Sheila's house... waiii!!!! gusto ko pumunta pero matagal ko na rin gustong pumunta sa baguio... footek talaga... kung pwede ko lang hatiin sarili ko... X__X
ICE SK8S:
sigh... i've been practicing that waltz jump... pero d ko magawa... im too coward to throw myself in the air... gyah!! ~____~ and i hate it pag pinipilit ako mag-spin ni coach ian... baket ba kse naimbento ang spin sa figure skates?!... hilong hilo na ako!!!.. @___@
GUREN-KUN:
he went to our house last night and tumambay... ala lang... ang saya... friends na sila nung pomeranian spitz namin named "Yuki" ^___^0 tomorrow we're going to divi to buy materials for my costume [c3 con]... gosh! d pa alam ng boss ko na mag-aabsent ako sa work... XD
Friday, October 24, 2003
When i'm happy... i shut up. =)
SURVEY [i got it from Presea]
my A-B-C
A- Age: 18... NOT!
B- Boyfriend: hideto matsumoto
C- Chore you hate: feeding the dogs
D- Dad's name: Harlan
E- essential make up item: lips and cheeks tint from body shop
F- favourite actress: winona ryder
G- gold or silver: silver
H- hometown: Pasig
I- instruments you play: electric guitar
j- job title: Alipin
K- Kids: none
L- Living arrangements: w/ family
M- Mom's name: Nelly
N- number of people u've slept with: OAV people, Yaoi Dudes
O- overnight hospital stays: 3 different hospitals... and i can't count the days anymore ~__~
P- Phobia: mga naghihilik na tao... pix na may tumitirik ang mata.. basta anything related to seizure ~__~
Q- quote you like: "Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted. "
R- regular drink: ice tea
S- secret crush: sus! secret nga eh..
T- time you wake up: 7:30 am
U- unique habit: i dunno
V- vegetable you refuse to eat: ampalaya
W- worst habit: biting my nails
X- X-rays uve had: chest xray [medical exam at UP diliman]
Y- yummy food you make: i baked a chocolate chip cookies 2 years ago pero tinulungan ako ng friend ko gawin yun ^_^
Z- zodiac sign: pisces
